Phew, it's over.

I never knew that I could feel so anxious and scared at the same time. Dilyn had a surgery today, and I had to hand him over for 1 1/2 hours. He was already crying because I couldn't feed him for five hours before the operation. So being hungry and tired he cried for 1/2 hour waiting to be put to sleep. Which translates into me crying too. We had to get there at 6 am and his surgery started at 7:30. Talk about a stress buildup. What surgery you ask, well its called hypo-spadia. Basically he needed some straightening of the urine flow downstairs, if you know what I mean. Everything went well and Dilyn is home sleeping a lot. Other than the medications and the two diaper deal it is not too rough on me. He is slowly getting back to himself. In a few days, he will probably be fine.
I don't think I have ever waited in a state of panic and distress for that long - Yea, it's over.